Sleepless In Jakarta: Archive

This one is dedicated ESPECIALLY for 30 Seconds To...

I wrote this poem of fascination with their album “This Is War”. It would be great if this goes around until one of them reads this because I love the band and I think they’re equivalent to MUSE. I’m really bad at giving titles but this one should be given a name. Yeah I sound like a total freak now but this one should exist in people’s lives. ...

Jul 23rd

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Jul 20th

321,610 notes

“Is it ok if I need you for no reason? I just need you here.”

Jul 19th

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“Why wish when you know they’re empty wishes? Why wish when you know they...”

Jul 14th

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Rants.

Bad week. I started having the fever since Tuesday until Friday. I hate it. So much. I hate being sick. I hate not being able to move around. I hate putting people in trouble to take care of me. I hate missing out on things, like going to the gym or muaythai training centre. I hate it. I hate myself. I hate myself getting fatter each day. I hate it. When I’m sick, I think about too much...

Jun 26th

“Have you ever loved someone far away so much, too much, that sometimes it hurts?...”

Jun 25th

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“Sometimes I wonder how I will stay strong.”

– City and Colour in their song “Hello, I’m in Delaware”.

Jun 4th

Which birthday are you in ? →

ilikethepouringrain: skinny-ballerina: stayclassy-san-diego: renattaa: JANUARY=PIMP Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control...

May 22nd

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Bored.

RULES: Put your music player on shuffle. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds! 1. If someone says “Is this okay?” you say? 1984 2. What would best describe your personality? An Answer 3. What do you like in a guy/girl? Herons 4. How do you feel today? Baby Steps 5. What is your life’s purpose? Like A Knife...

May 18th

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formspring.me

Ask me anything, entertain me. http://formspring.me/syasisays

May 13th

May 11th

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May 7th

10,464 notes

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Its ME ;D doesnt that make you happy? lol

No comment haha Ask me anything, entertain me.

May 5th

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Its me the bestest coolest most awesome person so...

Just tell me. Ask me anything, entertain me.

May 4th

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Do you wanna skype later?

Who are you? Ask me anything, entertain me.

May 4th

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hikk. sip dehh. :D

Sip :) Ask me anything, entertain me.

May 4th

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iya kalo safari ga bisa, ada ulang taunan :'(

ajdhklhjkafdkljhasfdkjhlas yaudah, kita nonton film apa gitu di 21 kapan2 yah Ask me anything, entertain me.

May 4th

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Shame you don't know me in real life. You'd be fed...

This is starting to get lamer and lamer. Sorry man. Ask me anything, entertain me.

May 4th

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Lagi gak deket2 hp ahaha. Abis tadi lagi nginep di...

Ooh yah :( kalo safari gak bisa ya? Ask me anything, entertain me.

May 4th

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Would you rather be the best player on a losing...

Worst player on a winning team. Ask me anything, entertain me.

May 4th

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I MISS YOU MOREEE :* aahhh tadi ndak bisa ikut...

AH KAMU, kenapa gak bisa? Have fun dong nyehehe, kenapa gak bbm aja deh? Ask me anything, entertain me.

May 4th

1 tag

hawttyyyy :3

:D AH I MISS YOU Ask me anything, entertain me.

May 4th

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Has anyone ever told you "What's the synonym of...

No. Sucks eh. Ask me anything, entertain me.

May 2nd

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What's your favorite sport to play?

Does going to the gym count? Ask me anything, entertain me.

May 1st

Dear people I've hurt

Dear people I’ve hurt, I’m sorry. I’m sorry I’m not perfect. I’m sorry I cry easily over silly things. I’m sorry for not being strong enough to stand up for what I think is right and what I believe in. For telling lies about how I actually feel. For not being able to refuse what I don’t want to do. For letting things into my head and let them mess with my...

May 1st

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Apr 30th

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What's the furthest place you've ever traveled to?

I don’t know whether it’s Edinburgh or Ottawa. Ask me anything, entertain me.

Apr 30th

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Who's your favorite character on The Office?

I don’t watch the show :/ Ask me anything, entertain me.

Apr 28th

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whos your fav guy in australia? ;D

Jia O’Connor, Parkway Drive’s bassist. Ask me anything, entertain me.

Apr 27th

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Who's your favorite Disney character?

Donald Duck :D Ask me anything, entertain me.

Apr 27th

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What was your favorite thing to do during recess...

Eat. Pray. Love. Ask me anything, entertain me.

Apr 26th

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If you could only drink one thing for a year and...

Tea. Ask me anything, entertain me.

Apr 24th

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formspring.me

Ask me anything, entertain me. http://formspring.me/syasisays

Apr 24th

Apr 23rd

5,756 notes

“I’ll run away in case you’d never want me back.”

– Me.

Apr 23rd

Apr 21st

8 Exams and A Few Months Later.

Hello again. It’s been really long since I’ve written anything proper on this tumblr. Exams? Check. This means high school is over. OVER. I feel so relieved, after nights and days spent studying, shutting myself out from other things, the occasional tears, constant headaches, things that make my heart beat like it’s the end of the world, worrying like crazy, more tears, more...

Apr 21st

Apr 13th

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April 13th, 2011

I sometimes hate myself. No, I’m not emo, I don’t cut myself, I don’t wear all black and anything people think of as emo. It’s just why am I someone I don’t want to be right now. I can’t be someone who I want to be in the right time. It”s always this boring self, always this blank and insecure bitch. I see the same bleary self in the mirror every morning,...

Apr 13th