Sleepless In Jakarta

Hello again. It’s been really long since I’ve written anything proper on this tumblr.

Exams? Check. This means high school is over. OVER. I feel so relieved, after nights and days spent studying, shutting myself out from other things, the occasional tears, constant headaches, things that make my heart beat like it’s the end of the world, worrying like crazy, more tears, more headaches. Most of them will be gone for now. Since I’m going to the UK for my further stage of education, I’m having 5 months of vacation. Sounds really long and dumbing (is that even a word? I don’t care).

The big question is : what am I going to do during those 5 months? Here’s a list I’d like to do :

1. scuba diving

2. go to the zoo

3. go to a water park

4. do Muay Thai

5. lose that fat and flab I’ve developed since January

6. learn all the things I haven’t learned, which I have to do here in Indonesia

7. spend equal time between friends and family

I hope I can do all the above this vacation. Amen.

Now that I won’t be wearing uniforms and waking up stupidly early in the morning for school, I’m going to miss all the girls and teachers. No more stupid remarks that only my friends make, no more worrying something together, no more sitting like no one’s watching, no more sharing lunches. I am so going to miss these things. But you can’t turn back time, can you? I can’t. I don’t want to (because of the exams >:D).

Oh my God, it’s 1 am. Signing out.