Sleepless In Jakarta

This one is dedicated ESPECIALLY for 30 Seconds To Mars

Sat, 23 Jul 2011 23:23:00 +0700

I wrote this poem of fascination with their album “This Is War”. It would be great if this goes around until one of them reads this because I love the band and I think they’re equivalent to MUSE. I’m really bad at giving titles but this one should be given a name. Yeah I sound like a total freak now but this one should exist in people’s lives.

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What If We Use AK-47?

by Anastasia Anindya Uli

War is war,

nothing more,

or maybe just something less

that puts our souls to the test.

Bullets and guns will fire

something we’ll never admire

and memories of painful history

that will never make a good story.

While canons blast and people die,

what kinds of things might whisper and live?

Our voices not heard over bombs,

our beats neglected over power.

And peace will never make its way home,

not why, not how, not where.

Lost, maybe, in the pits of the dead

lying lifeless and hollow on its cold rotten bed.

“If you deny me in front of your friends I will deny you in...

Wed, 20 Jul 2011 18:38:52 +0700

“If you deny me in front of your friends I will deny you in front of my father”

"Is it ok if I need you for no reason? I just need you here."

Tue, 19 Jul 2011 21:05:59 +0700

“Is it ok if I need you for no reason? I just need you here.”

"Why wish when you know they’re empty wishes? Why wish when you know they won’t come..."

Fri, 15 Jul 2011 16:17:45 +0700

“Why wish when you know they’re empty wishes? Why wish when you know they won’t come true?”

Rants.

Sun, 26 Jun 2011 22:24:31 +0700

Bad week. I started having the fever since Tuesday until Friday. I hate it. So much. I hate being sick. I hate not being able to move around. I hate putting people in trouble to take care of me. I hate missing out on things, like going to the gym or muaythai training centre. I hate it.

I hate myself. I hate myself getting fatter each day. I hate it. When I’m sick, I think about too much things. All these things just either whisper and hush or just scream in my head. Thousands and thousands of voices and languages I don’t understand just fill my head that it hurts.

It hurts a lot. So loud and painful I don’t know how I feel anymore, that I don’t think about things that can hurt me anymore. It’s bliss and hell at the same time. It’s suffocating me. It’s torturing me. It’s everything and nothing. It makes me cry and laugh and smile and angry.

I wish I had someone to hold me right now and tell me everything is going to be alright.

"Have you ever loved someone far away so much, too much, that sometimes it hurts? It hurts to not be..."

Sun, 26 Jun 2011 14:13:14 +0700

“Have you ever loved someone far away so much, too much, that sometimes it hurts? It hurts to not be able to hold them, kiss them, talk to them whenever you can, tell them that everything is going to be alright?”

Photo

Sun, 26 Jun 2011 12:31:53 +0700

"Sometimes I wonder how I will stay strong."

Sat, 04 Jun 2011 19:22:38 +0700

“Sometimes I wonder how I will stay strong.”

- City and Colour in their song “Hello, I’m in Delaware”.

Which birthday are you in ?

Sun, 22 May 2011 23:49:59 +0700

Which birthday are you in ? :

ilikethepouringrain:

skinny-ballerina:

stayclassy-san-diego:

renattaa:

JANUARY=PIMP

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE.

FEBRUARY=THUG
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Resend this in 5 min. and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match.

MARCH=GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very sexy!!. Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others . Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt!and quiet the charmer. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of the other 11 months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.likes to keep theyre crushes kinda secret.pretty much flawless If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.

APRIL=SEXY
Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic.. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that’s caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize at
you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

MAY=LOVER
Hella sexy, loves sex n making luv, tends to be SOOOOO hott!! Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5 mins. someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.

JUNE =FINEASS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takesrep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 day

JULY=GANGSTA
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a JUNE brithday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.

AUGUST=ATTITUDE
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.

SEPTEMBER=PIMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will kiss the one that you been wanting…

OCTOBER=HOTTIE
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.

NOVEMBER=SWEETIE
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.

DECEMBER=BEAUTY
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Loves freedom. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

JANUARY, so TRUE

December. Some of it is true. But some of it really does not relate to me.

“Dislike being at home.” HAHAHA SOOO NOT TRUE!

oh wow, some of it is so true - june

Bored.

Wed, 18 May 2011 19:26:17 +0700

RULES: Put your music player on shuffle. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds!

1. If someone says “Is this okay?” you say? 1984

2. What would best describe your personality? An Answer
3. What do you like in a guy/girl? Herons
4. How do you feel today? Baby Steps
5. What is your life’s purpose? Like A Knife
6. What is your motto? Growing Pains
7. What do your friends think of you?  Arrival
8. What do you think of your parents? Hey Superstar
9. What do you think about very often?  Honesty
10. What do you think of your bestfriend?Drag
11. What do you think of the person you like?  Cartwheels
12. What is your life story?  No One Will Ever Get Hurt
13. What do you want to be when you grow up? Rope
14. What do you think when you see the person you like? False Alarm
15. What do your parents think of you? Carry This Picture
16. What will they play at your funeral? Distortion
17. What is your favorite hobby/interest? Battle pt. 2
18. What is your biggest fear? To The Order Of Night